There was no pain at all.
But I knew something was not right.
I was short of breath walking from my classroom to the parking lot. I was more tired than usual. I had gained weight for no reason at all.
But there was no pain.
There was no racing heartbeat.
There were really no warning signs other than the vague symptoms
mentioned above.
I didn’t want to miss school so on Saturday, August 24 I
went to a walk in clinic. I could not
find the first one I looked up so instead of going home I went to a second
clinic.
I described my ambiguous symptoms and the Doctor said she
wanted to take an EKG. There was one
little blip that was not right. She
would not let me leave. She called an
ambulance and they took me to the emergency room.
I was admitted on a Saturday. They told me the cath lab would not open till
Monday unless someone had an emergency and then they would get me in.
I settled into my room.
My husband was there and my sister.
The next thing I knew, I threw up.
After that I became the emergency.
I had a heart attack.
I don’t remember much about that day. The surgeon did open heart surgery, a triple
by pass. There was a 90% blockage in one of my arteries, the other two were 70% blocked. My endocrinologist told me I
broke his heart because he thought they were going to lose me.
Turns out, I was one sick puppy. My kidneys stopped functioning too.
I was in Cardiac Intensive Care for 9 days. My legs were so swollen I could hardly bend
them. I was full of fluids and had all
sorts of tubes coming out of me. I was delirious from some of the medication
and imagined seeing things on the ceiling.
That was the scariest time. The nurses were extremely compassionate,
gentle and caring.
I had dialysis 4 times.
The dialysis team was wonderful.
I was in a room for 9 more days, waiting for the kidneys to
kick in. They finally did and now I am
home. The nurses, once again, epitomized
caring, compassionate individuals.
I had many visitors. My
husband, my family, and my friends made an effort to come see me. They certainly kept me cheerful and hopeful. Friends sent gifts. There were lots of flowers from family and
friends.
I had over 100 cards
from family, friends, and students. I
have read them over many times and am grateful for each visit and each card.
My chest is twist tied together with metal bands. I am building up my strength. I started walking 5 minutes 3 times a day and
am now up to 11 minutes. I am on a low
salt, low fat diet.
But there was never any pain.
I am deeply grateful to be alive. I am amazed that I followed through and went
to the walk in clinic, if I hadn’t I wouldn’t be here. I have immense love and appreciation for my
family. It brings tears to my eyes when
I think of how much we all care for each other.
I am so grateful to my husband who came to visit frequently and took
care of the dogs for 18 long days.
My priorities have shifted.
My family is number 1 and I intend to spend more time with all of
them. I miss the kids at school and am
grateful to the school for making this as easy as possible.
Hard work is ahead.
They say every week in the hospital will take you three weeks to
recover, so I have about an 8 week period until I feel like myself again. I probably won’t be ready to go back to
school until Thanksgiving.
So please take this away from my story. There was no pain. If you don’t feel right, get it checked
out. Don’t put if off. It saved my life.
